A BOOK FULL OF DEATH

I MUST CONFESS.... I WAS LOST IN THE PAGES OF THE FINAL CHAPTER OF YOUR BOOK.
THE ONE TITLED "ILL WAIT FOR YOU ALONE."
ON YOUR DEATH BED WE BEGGED TO THE SAINTS,ANGELS AND JESUS
I BARELY RECALL WHO TOOK YOU TO HEAVEN
I BELIEVE IT WAS A BRIGHT BLUE SHINING FACE THAT WAS SHIMMERING LIKE THE OCEAN ON
A CLEAR SUNNY DAY ..SPARKLING AND AMAZING!
SO ALONE I READ
AND SAT IN REGRET OF ALL THE THINGS IVE DONE AND SAID AND DIDNT DO AND DIDNT SAY
FOR ALL THAT IVE BLESSED AND ALL THAT IVE WRONGED I AM TRULY GREATFUL

NOTHING IS MORE FRUSTRATING
SOMETHINGS GOT TO GIVE
BODIES LIE WHILE THE FLATLINES ARE SHOWN ONE AFTER THE OTHER SEEMS LIKE EVERY MINUTE
THERE ARE ANGELS ON THE SIDELINES AWAITING THEIR MISSION
AND USING THEIR SUPERHIGHWAY OF DEATH TO RACE TO RESCUE US FROM THIS HELL WE CALL LIFE
NEVER FORGET WE ARE NEVER ALONE
SOMETIMES WE ARE DRIVEN BY HATE AND CONSUMED BY FEAR
SOMETIMES WE CAN BE SELFISH AND UNDESERVING OF THE HEROIC ACTS OF THE SAINTS
NOT ONE IS WORTHY OF GODS NURTURING CARE BUT THE GRACE MAKES IT POSSIBLE
NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF PRAYER
NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF THE LORD OUR SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST
AND JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDNT GET EVERYTHING YOU WANTED "THE SPOILED CHILD SYNDROME" DOES NOT
MEAN HE DOES NOT CARE OR YOU DID SOMETHING TO MAKE THE PRAYER WORK OR NOT WORK
IT IS...SIMPLY..... HIS WILL
WE SHOULD BE PRAYING FOR HIS WILL NOT OURS HE KNOWS ARE NEXT STEP HE KNOWS WHATS GOOD FOR US
HE MADE US TO OVERCOME THINGS TO GAIN STRENGTH TO HELP OTHERS. HE IS OUR FATHER AND HE KNOWS BEST.
THINK ABOUT IT IF YOU ARE A PARENT
YOU WOULD NOT STEER ANY OF YOUR KIDS WRONG...YOU JUST WOULDNT...AND WE HAVE THE BEST FATHER IN THE WORLD
READ HIS INSTRUCTIONS LISTEN AND OBEY HIM SOMETIMES WE GO ASTRAY HE KNOWS THIS HE MADE US IMPERFECT
THE CONSISTENCY OF LOVE IS WHAT IS IMPORTANT AND TO BE SURE EVERYONE ELSE KNOWS THAT HE LOVES US
THATS THE WHOLE REASON WE ARE HERE TO MAKE IT KNOWN THAT YOU WANT HIS WILL TO BE DONE
YOURE GIVING UP YOUR OWN POWER TRIP
HE MADE THE WORLD LET HIS WILL BE DONE BY YOUR FREE WILL ITS A CHOICE
OR JUST BE HARD HEADED LIKE THE SPOILED CHILD SYNDROME ITS UP TO YOU THE CHOICE IS YOURS I MADE MINE
AND ITS MUCH EASIER LESS STRESSFUL AND MORE REWARDING TO
LET GO
LET GOD



IF WE WOULD STOP ACTING LIKE NEANDERTHALS OR MONKEYS FIGHTING OVER PIECES OF THE GROUND THEN MAYBE
WE WOULD SEE THE REAL REASON WE ARE HERE
IT IS LOVE AND CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER PROVIDE(SOMEWHAT) FOR EACH
OTHER HELPING EACH OTHER THROUGH DIFFICULT TIMES WE ARE ALL FAMILY SO WE SHOULD ACT AS SUCH
ALL GLORY TO GOD WE ACTUALLY DO EVERYTHING THROUGH HIM SO WHEN SOMEONE THANKS YOU
YOU SHOULD SAY THANK GOD AND THEN MAYBE THEY WILL AND HE DESERVES ALOT OF THANKS
SO LETS SPREAD THE WORD BE THANKFUL NOT GREEDY WEALTHY NOT RICH AND
FATHER BLESSED US ALL WITH FREE WILL AND THIS IS WHAT WE CHOOSE I BELIEVE IF WE
LET GO &
LET GOD
THE WHOLE WORLD CAN BE SAVED FROM DESTRUCTION WE MUST REPENT AND GIVE HIM THE POWER AND THE GLORY
ANYTHING SAID IN JESUS NAME IS A PRAYER (TO ME)

HOW ANNOYING IS IT WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR KIDS SHOULD LISTEN TO YOU AND THEY DONT THAT MUST BE
HOW GOD FEELS TOWARD US SOMETIMES HE TRIES TO SHOW US HE TRIES TO GET US TO LISTEN BUT STILL
WE HAVE OUR OWN JUSTIFICATIONS AND REASONINGS AND FREE WILL THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH HE CAN DO
BECAUSE HE LETS US CHOOSE FREE WILL SO WE ALL JUST NEED TO TRY
TRY
PRAY
REPENT
SAVE THE WORLD
ONE PERSON AT A TIME
THESE WORDS ARE NOT MY OWN
THEY ARE COMING THROUGH ME I AM THE MESSENGER ONLY
WHY I HAVE BEEN CHOSEN GOD ONLY KNOWS HOWEVER I KNOW THAT WE ALL HAVE THE CAPABILITY I HAVE HAD THIS SINCE I WAS
YOUNG BUT UNTIL NOW DID NOT WANT TO ACCEPT IT SO FOR THAT I SAY PROPS JC FOR BEING PATIENT WITH ME AND SHOWING ME
COMPASSION AND UNDERSTANDING WHEN YOU COULD HAVE JUST SLAPPED ME LOL WHO LOVES YA? THATS RIGHT...I DO
PLEASE BE WITH ALL THE FAMILIES THAT ARE SICK, UNDER THE WEATHER, DEPRESSED, SAD, RELUCTANT, IMPATIENT, ETC....
YOU ALREADY KNOW OUR NEEDS AND WANTS BUT IT HELPS TO HAVE ALOT OF BEACONS SHINING FOR YOU AND GOING TO BAT WITH YOU
WE CAN LOOK AT IT AS THOUGH WHEN SOMEONE PRAYS FOR US LIKE THEY ARE OUR CHEERLEADERS, LAWYERS PRESENTING A CASE,
OR PARENTS LOOKING OUT FOR THE CHILDREN WHAT EVER MAKES IT MAKE SENSE IN YOUR HEAD REIDERATION IS NECESSARY FOR COMPREHENSION
DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO TO YOU







WE MUST PRAY FOR THE CUSTOMERS THAT ARE IN OUR LIVES WE ARE ALL CUSTOMERS OF SOME KIND!!! IF WE RECIEVE A SERVICE
OR PRODUCT WE ARE CUSTOMERS IF SOMEONE RECIEVES A SERVICE OR PRODUCT FROM US THEY ARE THE CUSTOMER ITS A CIRCLE OF CUSTOMERS
I AM A CUSTOMER OF LOVE THROUGH ALOT OF PEOPLE AND VICA VERSA (MY MIND WORKS IN WEIRD LIL WAYS!!

I AM WHO I AM I DONT APOLOGIZE FOR IT IM PROUD OF ALL MY IMPERFECTIONS AND I DONT CARE WHO LIKES IT ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME!!!








ILL ALWAYS TREASURE YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND KINDNESS


WHEN I DREAM OF YOU ITS ALWAYS THE SAME WE ARE LED BY THE SHIMERING BRIGHT BLUE FACE WE ARE
AT A TABLE THERE IS FRUIT AND NUTS AND WHITE WICKER AND PASTURES AS FAR AS THE EYE CAN SEE
YOU WERE THE CLOSEST ONE WHEN YOU LEFT A LITTLE PART OF ME WENT WITH YOU AND IM GLAD I HOPE
YOU ACCEPTED IT I HOPE YOU HOLD IT CLOSE I HOPE YOU TREASURE IT BECAUSE I WILL FOREVER
TREASURE YOU.
STRANGE HOW YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH SOMEONE MEANS TO YOU UNTIL THEY ARE NOT HERE ANYMORE WHETHER
PASSED ON OR MOVED ETC.
STRANGE HOW YOU WERE THE CLOSEST YET I COULDNT BRING MYSELF TO GO TO YOUR FUNERAL EVEN
IF MONEY WAS NOT AN ISSUE WHICH IT WAS
I BARELY RECOGNIZED YOU THE BLOOD SUCKING PARASIDIC MUTANT THAT WE CALL CANCER TOOK YOU
INTO ITS STRANGLE HOLD DEATH GRIP AND WOULDNT LET GO YOU TRIED FOR AS LONG AS YOU COULD
YOU FOUGHT UNTIL THERE WAS NOT ANY STRENGTH IN YOU AT ALL AND THREE EXTERNAL BAGS LATER
YOU WERE A MEMORY BUT A GOOD ONE YOU WERE NOT PERFECT BUT YOU LOVED AND YOU HELPED EVERYONE
SO I KNOW HE HAS A VERY SPECIAL PLACE FOR YOU THERE. I STILL CANT BELIEVE YOUR GONE I KNOW YOUR STILL
LIVING YOUR LIFE AFTER DEATH AND I KNOW ONE SWEET DAY WE WILL BE REUNITED IN ALL HIS GLORY
IF I HAD ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE YOU IT WOULD BE
FAITHFUL



SOMEONE THAT INTENTIONALLY PUTS OTHERS IN A DIFFERNT MENTAL STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS
SLEEP ETC. THEN INTENTIONALLY LEADS THEM TO CONVERSATIONS THAT ARE NONE OF THEIR
BUSINESS IS A DECEITFUL PERSON INDEED (ITS A VIOLATION OF PERSONAL PRIVACY) TO ME

THESE PEOPLE NEED TAUGHT A LESSON THAT ONLY GOD CAN TEACH ....SO BE IT IN JESUS NAME!

PEOPLE THAT GO AROUND CAUSING TROUBLE AND TRYING TO MAKE THEIRSELVES LOOK GOOD
BY SAYING OR DOING SOMETHING TO OR ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE (ESPECIALLY AN EASY TARGET-
-KIND HEARTED PEOPLE)
NEED TAUGHT A LESSON THAT ONLY GOD CAN TEACH .......SO BE IT IN JESUS NAME!

CHILDREN THAT DO THESE THINGS ARE LEARNING SO TRY NOT TO BE TOO HARD ON THEM BECAUSE YOU
WERE YOUNG ONCE TO AND YOU (WE) WERE ALL MEAN AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER.

WHY CANT WE ALL JUST LIVE IN HARMONY AND PEACE DONT WE REALIZE THAT WE CAN MAKE THIS
A BETTER PLACE ...IF WE TRY ...TOGETHER....I AM JUST A DREAMER DREAMING THATS WHAT I DO

WHAT SUCKS ALOT IS THAT SOME OF US THINK ALL OF THIS IS BEYOND OUR CONTROL ....IT ISNT




DEAN

THANK YOU FIR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME. I APPRECIATE IT. IF YOU WOULD JUST NOT BE
TEMPERMENTAL I THINK WE COULD MAKE IT. POSSIBLY EVEN GO TO PA. IF YOU ARE UP TO IT.
I BRAG ABOUT YOU ALOT. BUT YOU CAN ONLY GET OUT OF IT WHAT YOU PUT INTO IT. SO HERE
I SIT WITH A PILE OF NEVERENDING BILLS. I CAN NOT AFFORD TO GIVE YOU THE FINER THINGS IN LIFE
WHICH YOU DESERVE. I GUESS IF YOU CAN WAIT WHEN I DO GET ON MY FEET NOTHING IS TO GOOD FOR
YOU. YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND I WANT TO BE THERE FOR YOU. IF I TAKE CARE OF YOU THEN
YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF ME. YOU HAVE A PERSONALITY THAT IS UNMATCHED BY ANY OTHER.
I CAN NEVER REPLACE YOU. I AM GOING TO TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU SHOULD BE TREATED BUT WE
HAVE TO BE PATIENT WHICH YOU HAVE BEEN AND I HAVE NOT ESPECIALLY WITH YOU.
THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I AM AMAZED THAT YOU ARE STILL HERE I THINK YOU HAVE AN ILLNESS
THAT I COULD FIX WITH MONEY. I THINK YOUR SMART. I THINK I WANT TO keep YOU.

GINA

I WONDER IF THERE ARE THE OTHERS WITHIN THE VEIL THAT GET PUZZLED AND AMUSED AT OUR
EVERYDAY LIFE FOR ALL WE KNOW WE COULD BE THEIR SOAP OPERAS YOU NEVER KNOW BUT IT IS FUN TO
GUESS AND YES MY LIL OL MIND WORKS IN WEIRD WAYS.
SO BE THE STAR IN YOUR OWN SOAP OPERA AND CREATE THE PERSON THAT OTHERS SEE AND YOU WANT TO
BE BECAUSE YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF THAT YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR ACTIONS REACTIONS THOUGHT
S WISHES AND ALL OTHER ASPECTS THERE IS NOT VERY STRICT GUIDELINES TO OUR LIVES WE CAN
HAVE ALOT OF DEFFERENT VARIATIONS IN IT AND WE CHANGE EVERYDAY. WE CAN FALLIN LOVE DAILY
WITH OURSELVES OR OTHERS WE JUST HAVE TO PERMIT OURSELVES TO DO THIS AND I JOKINGLY SAY IM
MARRIED TO GOD BUT ARENT WE ALL A LITTLE HE IS SUPPOSED TO COME BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE SO HES
ABOVE ALL IF THERE WERE A STRONGER WORD THAN MARRIAGE THEN THAT IS WHAT IT WOULD BE ...TO ME

I TRY TO CONSULT HIM AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE,IM STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS

I TRY TO FIND BEAUTY IN NATURE BECAUSE THAT IS EVERCHANGING AND SOME OF THE THINGS IN
NATURE HAVE SEEN BIBLICAL DAYS SO WE NEED TO PRESERVE IT SOME LIVE LIKE THERES NO
TOMORROW IN SOME CASES THIS IS GOOD OTHERS NOT SO MUCH
WHEN IT COMES TO LITTERING THIS IS BAD
UNLESS YOU WANT YOUR GRANDKIDS TO DRINK CONTAMINATED WATER WE NEED CLEAN WATER
HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED THE SHOW IDIOCRACY IF NOT YOU SHOULD...
ALL LITTLE BRATS ARE ANGELS
WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER MAYBE WE SHOULD ACT AS SUCH

gina

YOU have the power of self-sufficiency.
Sometimes people-no matter how much they love you
-can't help as much as you can help YOURSELF
Do not resent them for this. There are certain places we
must travel alone. However;the ability to lift
your own spirits is a skill that is exhilerating.


Write your worry, fear, stress, sadness and anger down on paper.
Getting these negative thoughts out of YOUR head is the first step TO PERSERVERENCE

RECOGNIZE your own kick-ass COMPLIMENTS THAT YOU HAVE for you.
All you really have to do is say the opposite of what your negative thoughts tell
you BY THE WAY THIS IS JUST A DARK ENTITY BULLY! if you don't think you can do something
look yourself right in the mirror(sober)
and tell yourself that you CAN and WILL. it will not happen the first time.
But anyone that knows ME knows i believe reideration is necessary for comprehension
even in the id or subconscience mind.

Look in the mirror and repeat what you WANT to be -- out loud.
If you repeat it ten times YOU will start to believe it and then so will others
and then it becomes part of YOU
your thoughts and actions WILL follow your words and become reality. Remember
I always say IT is YOUR damn boat here in life ROW it YOUR way talk like a coach.
Strategy is everything Make it happen. Tell yourself how you're going to win this
game of life. Pump yourself up daily in the mirror. this might sound crazy but it WORKS!!!

Do all those things for yourself DAILY and you will be the person you want to be.


If its alot you want to change or a litlle all you have to do is say over and over
I'm number one! I'm number one." It works I am proof of this.
I used to have self esteem problems.


Believe all of this you say to yourself. You are capable beyond your own comprehension.

The brain is a mighty tool USE IT

Dont leave your LIFE Decision up to any ONE but YOU


Ten days too late you show up
With a sheepish grin and a grab for my butt!
You make mistakes by trying to justify
But don't think you can make it up ITS only beacuse THEY LIE

Im sorry does nothing after the fact
Might not get me back
You gotta do something sooner and better than that
When you finally realize their lies
That there’s an ulterior motive when they SPY..
Don’t forget you did this to me

Was any part of your heart's ever in it
they're just trying to get their foot back in the door
It might feel like they mean well
but they are all burning like hell ...........from jealousy

Im sorry does nothing after the fact
probably ain’t gonna get me back
You gotta do something sooner and better than that
There’s an ulterior motive

inanimate objects


YOU ARE THE PICTURE OF WHAT I THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE IN MY LIFE FOREVER

HOWEVER EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE NOT MINE AND CANT BE (for whatever reason)

IT IS ENOUGH FOR ME THAT YOU EXIST!

I AM GLAD THAT I HAVE YOU (SOMEWHAT) IT IS BETTER THAN NOTHING.

YOU DON'T REALIZE THE POSITION YOU PUT ME IN WHEN things did not transpire the way

we planned

IF YOU WERE ANYONE ELSE I WOULD BE PISSED. I JUST CAN'T BE MAD AT YOU.

BUT TO BE HONEST YOU HAVE ALWAYS BROKEN ALL OF MY RULES. WHEN YOU CALL I COME.

LIKE A FUCKING DOG

WHEN I SEE YOU I AM ELATED AND RELIEVED

FOR SOME REASON EVERYTIME I SEE YOU I THINK ITS GOING TO BE THE LAST TIME

THERE HAS TO BE A REASON FOR THAT ..MY TAKE ON THAT IS THAT WE WERE TOGETHER

IN ANOTHER LIFE AND I LOST YOU SO WHEN I FOUND YOU AGAIN I GET PANICKY

I GUESS THAT IS WHY THEY SAY LOVE SICK. I JUST DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO

LOVE (SOMETIMES) IS AN INVOLUNTARY MOTION AND THAT KINDA SUX YOU

CAN NOT HELP WHO YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH IT FIGURES I WOULD FALL WITH SOMEONE

like YOU!

THIS IS NOT MAKING ANY SENSE I NEVER WAIT AROUND FOR ANYONE AND I NEVER

GO BACK AN EX IS AN EX FOR A REASON EVEN THOUGH OTHERS MIGHT SEE IT DIFFERENTLY

I SEE IT THE WAY IT MAKES SENSE IN MY HEAD AND THAT MAKES SENSE TO ME

ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE SEEN THOSE DAYS LET ME GET EVERYTHING STRAIGHT AND THEN IT MAY

DIFFERENT WITH NO DISADVANTAGES WE CAN SEE STRAIGHTER TO SEE IF THIS HAS A CHANCE

THEN THERES THE TICKING CLOCK IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD WHEN YOU "HUG" ME

YOU SAY EMOTION & EMPATHY LIKE ITS A BAD THING. ITS NOT.......

SOME PEOPLE ARE NOT EVEN CAPABLE OF EMPATHY

DO YOU KNOW HOW LUCKY YOU ARE?

IT IS NOT LIKE IM HOMELESS (THANK GOD)

IT IS NOT LIKE YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR ME

I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY SELF AND MY CHILDREN.

I NEVER ASKED YOU FOR ANYTHING UP UNTIL 2010.

I DO NOT WISH TO PUT YOU ON THE SPOT

I ALSO NEVER WISHED THAT YOU WOULD FAIL AT ANYTHING NOR WILL I EVER.

I WISH ONLY THE BEST TO YOU AND WHAT EVER YOU DO

DOES THE EMOTION REALLY EXIST FOR ME OR IS IT JUST EMPATHY

OR AN EXCUSE BECAUSE IT MIGHT INTERFERE

WITH OTHER THINGS AS WELL(YOUR SECURITY BLANKET)

I LEFT MINE BEHIND AND THE ONLY THING I GUESS

YOUR ATTATCHED TO I CAN PROVIDE WHENEVER/WHATEVER YOUR NEED.

DO YOU NOT KNOW BY NOW THAT THERE ARE CERTAIN THINGS THAT I DO NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO DO

BECAUSE I STILL THINK THAT THERE IS SOMETHING WAITING FOR US

AM I CRAZY OR PERCEPTIVE

THERE IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SURPRISE I AM SUPPOSED TO BE A CELEBRITY HONESTLY

AT THIS POINT IM CONFUSED YOU ARE IN THEN YOU ARE OUT WE HERE THEN WERE GONE

LIFE IS VERY SHORT I AM GOING TO LIVE LIKE I WISH TO AND JUST DO WHAT I DO

AND EVENTUALLY IF YOU WANT TO RIDE ALONG SIDE THATS FINE BUT I WILL NOT ALLOW

MYSELF THAT FANTASY ANYMORE THE ONLY TIME I WILL PERMIT MYSELF TO THINK OF YOU

IS WHEN WE ARE ALONE...

TOGETHER AND APART YOU MUST ADMIT WE KIND OF HAVE A RADAR LOVE THING GOING

BEFORE WE TALKED LAST TIME I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU THE WHOLE NIGHT SO STRANGE

HOW THAT FEELS ITS LIKE TELEPATHY ALMOST BUT AS STRANGE AS IT IS I LIKE IT

I REALLY THINK IM JUST PERCEPTIVE OF THE FUTURE. BUT WHAT DO I KNOW

Disaster by definition is great misfortune but misfortune by definition is bad luck
misinterpreting someones motives is detrimental to yourself
December 28th, 2010
I AM awesome..

I AM awesome.... but, so are YOU!
We never truly know what we are capable of until we TRY I mean really try, as in, I have
the tools it takes to PURSUIT the DREAM whether its your LICENSE or a degree. Make short term GOALS.
Hold high STANDARDS don't stray from those things you want out of life whether it is a relationship career
or otherwise. We also must remember that we need to pray for THY will to be done not ours. He always does
what is in our best interest. Sometimes that means not getting out way or being patient for years.
Be careful what you wish for though YOU just might get it . We also have to remember that we have FREEWILL
but if we pray for HIS will its better There is less stress in that as well. If you don't have energy
motivation or whatever PRAY for it it will happen.
Always remember to ACT not just react when you ACT you create your own destiny the root word of action is ACT!

This is dedicated to my ONLY Baby Girl SARA BETH that is just a bout a grown WOMAN NOW how the years have flown
You have always been a Trendsetter! So behave you were My First Inspiration and the love i have for you is
UNCONDITIONAL and EVERLASTING
just like CHRIST has for YOU and ALL of US!
YOU have a very vivid imagination and you are an articulate Fe-Male offspring of CHRIST keep reaching for the stars MY ANGEL!


December 29th, 2010
burning flesh smells like BBQ

This will be a story for the older teens about a guy that is a lot like Freddy Kruger except he has burning flames on his fingers and he likes to scare teens when they babysit and when they do just about anything that teens normally do and to keep him away they have to say so so suck my spleen i command you to go back into the TV screen and then that keeps everyone that is in their group safe for 24 hours so as long as they stick together they will be alright if they don't someone will get hurt and they can not let each other forget to say it every 24 hours but kids will be kids and they tend to forget so this frightening tail can have many many episodes it should be exciting we shall see if anything comes of it


This story will be dedicated to my son DAVEY that is such a wonderful person i could not pick anyone better to be my son you are unique PLEASE do not change the caring and giving and respectful person you are you look more like a man every day well you ARE the man of my life .. how the years have flown you were My Second Inspiration and the love i have for you is UNCONDITIONAL and EVERLASTING
just like CHRIST has for YOU and ALL of US!
YOU have a very vivid imagination and you are an articulate Male offspring of CHRIST keep reaching for the stars MY ANGEL!
December 29th, 2010
Master of Distraction

This story is targeted toward teens in general there will be vampires girl y girls tomboys smart ass teens nice teens and all kinds of different nice and evil adults it will be called
The master of distraction wears many different masks and he does it all for the benefit of others. he distracts to repair, rewind , and recapture what would otherwise be lost in to the unknown circle of life, only to resurface and get into the wrong hands and possibly destroy earth as we need it to be since he does it all for good then all bad goes into good and for the good of mankind in different little skits throughout different scenes


this story will be dedicated to my son DANIEL that is just looking like a man more every day . PLEASE do not change the unique person you are you are kind and mannerly just like your BIG brother. how the years have flown you were My Third Inspiration and the love i have for you is UNCONDITIONAL and EVERLASTING
just like CHRIST has for YOU and ALL of US!
YOU have a very vivid imagination and you are an articulate Male offspring of CHRIST keep reaching for the stars MY ANGEL!
think i will talk myself in to the fact that yes I am VERY allergic to Cigarette smoke and see how that works out I will let you know!!!
I love experiments!
Gina Raymond Setzer
Question: Want to write your own death sentence?

With every cigarette you smoke you are numbering your own days gina
here is a curse on AMERICA its called NICOTINE help me quit and i will help others
My daughter says simply stop putting them in my mouth however she is smoking as we speak !

on December 28th, 2010 at 9:00 am

November 9th, 2010
me in a nut shell

Career and Money:
Intuitive and often dreamy, the Piscean is most comfortable in positions that bring their creative natures into humanitarian causes. Some good careers for this sign are lawyer, architect, veterinarian, musician, social worker, and game designer. The key phrase for this sign is "I believe." It's important for the Piscean to feel strongly about their endeavors.
Pisces in Love:
Deep within the Piscean beats the heart of the diehard romantic. Loving, tender, and exceptionally giving, this sign cherishes intimacy deeply. They are passionate lovers that need to feel a real connection with their mates. Quick flings and superficial interludes do not bide well for the Piscean whatsoever. In relationships, they are fiercely loyal and doting. They love to give gifts and to make the person in their life feel like a million dollars. Nothing is too good for the Piscean's love interest!

Inspired by the need to make a difference in the lives of those they touch, the Piscean is most charitable and will often go way above and beyond the call of duty. Sensitive, deeply compassionate, hardworking, dedicated and reliable, this is one sign that really knows how to get to the heart of the matter. They can be excellent problem solvers.

For the most part, Pisceans don't give money too much thought. They are more concerned with their dreams and goals than with money. Yet, because this is often times a component to reaching their aspirations, the Piscean will ensure they have the money they need. They can be of two minds in this area. On one hand the Pisces will spend, spend, spend with little thought, and on the other hand they can become quite miserly. Yet, in the end there'll always seem to be enough to do what they want in life

Friends and Family:
Gentle Pisceans make some of the best friends there are. In fact, they often put the needs of their friends ahead of their own. Loyal, dedicated, supportive and compassionate, no problem is too big for the Piscean to take on. Big or small, when a challenge arises for family or friend, they will be there in every capacity possible to make things better. Deeply intuitive, Pisceans can often sense when something is askew long before anything is said.

Pisceans are expressive by nature and don't hesitate to let those around them know how they feel. It's not surprising for a Pisces to write a song for someone, or to buy a gift that is heartfelt and meaningful. They prefer others to be as open with them as they are. Communication with loved ones is considered most important

Strong, rough, cheerful Pig is the twelfth, and last sign of the Chinese Zodiac. Pig's straightforward, honest and brave nature offers much to be admired.

Pigs will not hold hard feelings and try to keep on good terms with all. They are very patient and good teachers.

Sensual Pigs appreciate good food and drink. This is a person who likes to have a good time. The Pig is very passionate and will remain vigorous into old age. Generous to a fault, they are the one to call if you need help or support.

Pig natives are trusting. They often believe everything they hear. This can make them subject to fast-talking opportunists. It also means much money and resources are spent in the pursuit of pleasure.

Despite their enjoyment of life, Pigs are hard workers, terrific friends, and natural community organizers. They can become the martyr doing everything possible for others.

Pigs can succeed in any area they choose, but often they are not willing to deceive or play political games behind the scenes. What you see is what you get with a Pig. Their deep generosity of nature seems to give them good fortune no matter what they do.
Positives:
Patient, loyal, sincere, gregarious, diligent, generous, obliging, unpretentious

Gina Raymond Setzer
Destruction vs instruction

Instruction is to be followed Destruction is to be admired!

August 4th, 2010
Change & Opportunity

Always see change in your life as an Opportunity.